Senioritus to a Whole New Level

East Shore makes it very easy to have senioritus :) it just gets very hard! I mean, it takes some motivation to drive 13 minutes down there, spend a good hour or two, then drive back. And since the work is on computer, it takes some mental slapping in the face to not catch up on the 20 shows i watch or play solitaire. Or both at the same time, which really annoys my brothers... but i did talk with my counselor and he let me check out more packets, so that instead of two i can be working on 4! It might not sound cool to you, but it is very nice to be working on 4 different subjects and getting more done instead of 2. And i would much rather stay at home than be down there. Again, why do i have to get laughed at every day? We are in Utah! Being prego isn't new people. Geez.

So, my previous goal was to be graduated before december, mostly to be graduated a whole semester early. But also to have it done before baby. BUT, it didn't work, so my new goal is March, getting done a term early. I think that is pretty good. Plus, it will give me stuff to do after baby. Don't you just love how you think you are ready to graduate and BAM you have like 5 credits of things missing that you had no idea about? Yeah. I just love it.

Everyone is saying that i should come back to Orem High for last term. I would love to see everyone too, believe me. And i would like to have somewhat of a senior year, but i really dont know. Not gonna lie, this is going to be hard, and im not sure how i will feel around people. Really... i might feel like killing people. Harsh, but its hard to be around people that don't understand what you have gone through. Some people are awesome, and are just nice and cool and are your friend no matter what, but some people really don't think before they open their mouth and just say dumb stuff. And, i would be "that pregnant girl... i think she gave her baby away... i wonder where the dad is". I can hear the rumors now! Yes, Orem is a good school but rumors fly and names stick, no matter what high school you're at. But who knows, i might have to go there anyway to finish all of my credits. So  yes, i have senioritus, but it is on a very different level than most other people.