Relief & Worry

I got another ultrasound and Heather got to come! It was very neat to have her there. Its weird, at 20 weeks, you can see the whole baby in the picture, but at this point, its so big that the technician has to move all over to see the different parts! Little fatty :) Man, look at Heather, she is seriously so pretty.

So, i honestly don't know how much information to put on here, because im not sure who is reading it and not. But, i will say that everything is a-ok. I was worried when my doctor said i was measuring small. The ultrasound nurse said that the problem is his abdomen, which is measuring small, so i got sent to a parentologist, who also did an ultrasound and said that everything looks good, its just his abdomen. It is a few weeks behind in growth, so they are just going to keep an eye on him. He said that the worst that could happen, if he is still measuring small, is that he would be early, which would actually be a good thing. My mom wasn't surprised, because all of us were early for her, and my grandmas babies were all early, and you can take after your mom, so my mom is reassuring me. Its just crazy, if i were early, this poor guy. Happy New Years! :)

But that is the hardest part of pregnancy. Unless you're induced, you never know when he's going to want to be here. But its also a good thing, because there are some people that i do not want knowing when he is born. Jasper Update: according to recent rumors, he is "coming to visit". Yup, coming to visit for New Years. Coincidental timing, huh? But who knows, he might not, and he might not even see me while he is here. But if he tries to,... oh doggy. I might have labor in prison. I know, i know, gotta be humble.

The most ANNOYING thing happened though. Not huge, but very annoying. We haven't talked for weeks. Thats totally fine with me, it is what i have wanted, and i have been moving on and yadda yadda. But, i randomly got a comment on a photo on facebook from him. I thought i blocked him, but i guess people can still look at someones photos? Anyway, it was an old picture i put on forever ago of us at preference two years ago. He commented on it saying "I totally miss that day. Most fun dance ever!".......... what the crap? Again, with the acting like we are long lost friends who should catch up. Bub, thats not how it is. Stop acting like we're best buddies. Plus, what was he even doing looking through my photos? The nerve! Grrrrr i swear, what i will do if i ever see him again. This anger plus pregnancy anger is NOT VERY PRETTY!

By the way, i love the snow. Im so hot lately, so it feels incredible! And its pretty, and im makin cookies with my mom, and its a good week. Well, i was stressed about the appointments, but im relieved now, and i just gotta get started on my scrapbooking!!