Tell me: A song that makes you happy
I want to know: Your favorite television program.
Tell me Your idea of the perfect first date.
Dear Mom and Dad,
I have the best parents in the world, hand down! I know that sorry will never be enough for the hell i put you through. Those 5 years were definitely the worst, and i cannot imagine what you had to deal with. I will always love you for smacking sense into me, even though i hated it at the time, and never followed it. But you never gave up on me. You always loved me.
I will never forget those few hours before placement in the hospital. You both held my hands and we just all cried, and you both sat beside me and helped me through it. And you are still helping me now.
Gah, i hate my puffy face in that photo.
I just hope you guys know... i didn't hate you. I never did. I know that i put that image on, and i seemed all rebellious and typical teenager thinking my parents are so lame. But it was Jasper that made me think that, and i wanted so badly for him to be right for some reason. I wanted to be like him, and not care about anyone or anything and i tried to push you guys away, but i couldn't. I love you guys more than anything and you are both my best friends and i needed you. I still need you!! And i always will, because you are my mom and dad. You guys mean everything to me, and i hope you know how much i appreciate all you do for me :)
Love, your stupid but learning daughter, Mariel
Ok, i know this is ridiculous, but We R who we R by Kesha makes me happy. When i wake up in the morning, that song comes on and i get a kick while getting ready and my day is set. I know, its not the best or most clever song, but i love it in a weird way.
My favorite television program... probably Teen Mom 2. IM OBSESSED! I realized that i love watching stupid people. Not saying those girls are stupid, i mean shows like Jersey Shore. I mean seriously, that is why its so funny is because they are all idiots! But like, ok, on Teen Mom 2, for those that watch it, I LOVE Cory and Leah, they are just cute and have their heads on straight. And they are the cutest parents! Their babies are adorable!
Kailyn and Jo are just stupid. Really, they both act like 5 year olds, especially Jo. He doesn't think before he says things, and he is just super rude and immature. Kailyn has a serious attitude problem. Together, they are awful. Separate, they are decent.
Chelsea is kind of a ditz, but she is super sweet and has a sweet personality. Too bad that Adam is a @#$%^ and takes advantage of that. Ok, not even kidding, Adam is exactly like Jasper. I hate watching that part because he reminds me of him!! He is just such a jerk, but i am glad that Chelsea broke up with him. Her baby is way cute too!
And last but definitely not least, Janelle. Everyone doesn't like her, that is obvious. Seriously child?? Your mom has to take care of your baby for you, and you beg to see him, she gives you chances, and then you ruin them by staying over at your friends and boyfriends houses all night. You were smoking pot in front of your house, and your child, you always go out with your friends, and you get SUPER defensive when your mom points this all out because it is right and you are too dumb to hear it. As soon as you get a job, you start ditching it to hang out with your boyfriend, then you obviously get fired, and youre like "Ah! What am i supposed to do without a job??" DUH! And you plan a trip with your boyfriend and steal your moms credit cards? And youre like "I was planning on paying her back". Really? You wonder why she gets so annoyed and mad at you? Oh, and this is priceless. You get taken to jail with your dump of a boyfriend, you bail out and your friend is nice enough to come get you, you are mad at him cuz its his fault (you are vaild, it IS his fault), and he keeps calling you asking when you are coming to bail him out. "If you loved me you wouldn't let me sit in a jail cell all night". He needs a good smacking. So, instead of using the money to pay back your mom for the credit cards, which is like 775 dollars so you dont get arrested for stealing credit cards, you put that money towards bailing out your boyfriend who you told everyone you hated, and your mom said she would kick you out if you hooked up with him. I mean, SERIOUSLY????????????
Ok, i had to get that all out.
I started crying about her last night. I know, emotional. But i was crying to Nick, because her child is right there. She can take care of him, but she throws it all away. I cant do that. Jack is going to start walking any day now and i wont be there to see it. I just hate her. Sighhhhhhhhh.................
Ok, my idea of a perfect first date. Going to get food, it could even be wendys, i really wouldn't care, as long as something is in my belly, and then something simple but fun, like bowling or walking around Walmart or... i dont know. I am just a simple girl :)
